| I'm sweating, and
breathing and staring and thinking and sinking deeper. It's almost like
I'm swimming. The sun is burning hot again on the hunter and the
fisherman, and he's trying to remember when, but it makes him dizzy.
Seems like I've been here before. Seems so familiar. Seems like I'm
slipping into a dream within a dream. Must be the way you whisper. The
sun is setting cool again. I'm the thinker and the fisherman and I'm
trying to remember when but it makes me dizzy. And I'm sweating, and
breathing, and staring and thinking and sinking deeper and it's almost
like I'm swimming. Seems like I've been here before. Seems so familiar.
Seems like I'm slipping into a dream within a dream. It's the way you
whisper. It drags me under and takes me home.
| I can't say what I
want to, even if I'm not serious. Things like.... Fuck yourself, kill
yourself, you piece of shit. People tell me what to say, what to think,
and what to play. I say..."Go fuck yourself, you piece of shit. Why
don't you go kill yourself? Just kidding.
Part Of Me
| I know you
well. You are a part of me. I know you better than I know myself. I know
you best, better than anyone. I know you better than I know myself. You
don't judge. You can't speak. You can't leave. You can't hurt me. You're
just here for me to use. I know you best, better than one might think. I
know you better than I know myself. It's time for you to make a
sacrifice. It's time to die a little. Give it up. You are a part of me.
Cold and Ugly
her skin and jewelry, hidden in her words and eyes is a wall that's cold
and ugly and she's scared as hell. Trembling at the thought of feeling.
Wide awake and keeping distance. Nothing seems to penetrate her. She's
scared as hell. I am frightened to. Wide awake and keeping distance from
my soul. I am scared like you.
| Someone told me
once that there's a right and wrong, and that punishment would come to
those who dare to cross the line. But it must not be true for jerk-offs
like you. Maybe it takes longer to catch a total asshole. But I'm tired
of waiting. Maybe it's just bullshit and I should play GOD, and shoot
you myself. Because I'm tired of waiting. Consequences dictate our
course of action and it doesn't matter what's right. It's only wrong if
you get caught. If consequences dictate my course of action I should
play GOD and shoot you myself. I'm very tired of waiting. I should kick
you,beat you, fuck you, and then shoot you in your fucking head.
| Choices always
were a problem for you. What you need is someone strong to guide you.
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow, what you need is someone
strong to use you.. like me, like me. If you want to get your soul to
heaven, trust in me .Don't judge or question.You are broken now, but
faith can heal you. Just do everything I tell you to do. Deaf and blind
and dumb and born to follow. Let me lay my holy hand upon you. My Gods
will becomes me. When he speaks out, he speaks through me. He has needs
like I do. We both want to rape you. Jesus Christ, why don't you come
save my life. Open my eyes and blind me with your light and your lies.
The Gaping Lotus Experience
had a friend once he took some acid Now he thinks he's a fire engine
It's okay until he pisses on your lighter Kinda smells kinda cool kinda
funny anyway satan, satan, satan... I had a friend once he took some
ecstasy tried to marry me and every one in the room He was sort of
loving kinda caring, kinda tried to fuck my lazy boy It got a bit messy
all over the curtains, arm chair covers, throw pillows, and carpeting
satan, satan, satan...I'm getting bored again...